OKAY   
12:02am 06/05/2007
 
music: SONIC BOOM!
FREAKIN' ADD [info]murderbyred, ALREADY.

I'M NOT POSTING ON HERE ANYMORE, K... BUT I'M GONNA KEEP CHECKING MY FRIENDS HERE SINCE PEOPLE HAVEN'T ADDED MY NEW LJ YET.

I ALREADY MADE MY FIRST POST ON [info]murderbyred! (Besides the "Friends Only" one)




ADD IT. OR DIE. 8D


(This is only directed to those who aren't checking LJ enough.)


UPDATE: I tried to post this at 12:30 am, but the internet was down until NOW (6:15am)		  
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NEW LJ SOON   
04:56am 04/05/2007
 
music: Linkin Park - High Voltage
I'd like to let everyone know that they must add

murderbyred

to their LJ.




It's my soon-to-be new account, and it will be FRIENDS ONLY just like this one. (although, this post isn't locked.)		  
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For those who....   
06:15pm 30/04/2007
   
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Fullmetal Alchemist meets Jerry Springer   
07:47am 27/04/2007
 
I watched it again... dear god, it still makes me laugh like nothing else.		  
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Hello!   
02:25am 05/04/2007
 
mood: bored
If it's past 2am, I have a fear of going to sleep. (well, if I hafta do something in the morning...)

So... I guess I'm staying up all night. I'm disappointed that Brad got tired, but we finished all the FMA episodes, and he only hasta see the movie now, so I'm excited and I'm gonna wake him up at 6:30 to watch it. XD I just hope he'll be able to finish watching it before he hasta leave my place to go to work for 10am... (it takes a while to get there from my place)

So... right now, I'm doing absolutely nothing. I'm hiding in my room with my cat with the light ON, high on caffeine, and probably gonna get a migraine from both the caffeine and the light. Ok, well, I'm not doing NOTHING.... I'm thinking. Sorta. Kinda feel like drawing, but I have no paper to draw on. I ran out of printer paper somehow. Huh... oh! You wanna hear about what I was thinking about? OK. I was thinking about how weird it is that I exist. Do you ever get that feeling? Just sit back... and imagine. Imagine what it'd be like if something else happened in your mother or father's life, and they conceived anywhere from a second to a few days earlier or later than they did when they conceived you... or imagine if it was another sperm that got into the egg. Really... would it be you? No... or maybe it doesn't matter, and your soul would be in whatever child they were gonna have in the span of that certain hour, perhaps. When you sit and think... you're there... you're existing... and there's a world around you. You don't know what it's like to be someone else, you don't know what other people would be thinking about, or if their thoughts ever cross this agenda. What happens when you die? You... the you you feel, the you that has an entire world around you, with people that are OTHER yous with entirely different worlds, seeing the world from their point of view instead of yours... when you die, are you absolutely gone? Just... disappearing from existance... or do souls really exist? Does the existance of "you" transfer into an unborn being, to be born again and see things through your eyes...? It's terrifying to think about it, isn't it? The existance of you disappearing... like, when someone dies, the body they inhabited is still there, but... the person themself is not anymore. Gone... completely gone...

This is why I'm depressed. I'm not so much scared of death as I am scared of completely not existing anymore. And it's not like, "oh, if you make a clone of yourself, that's you, too, and you'll keep on living" type of thing... because it's not ME... I'M not in that body, seeing through that body's eyes. When I die, I'm gone. GONE. Gone for good? I... won't know until I really disappear, and then it's too late. There's really no point in life if you're just gonna completely disappear.

I shouldn't be allowed to think. This is what happens.


Oh god, I am so bored...		  
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TAKE IT   
07:05am 28/03/2007
 
mood: curious
Leaderboard
Create your own Friend Quiz here
  
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Death Note - Raito Kisses L   
02:25pm 26/03/2007
 
:O		  
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Holy Moses.   
07:45pm 16/03/2007
 
mood: amazed
http://www.spikedhumor.com/articles/89483/Time_Lapse_Painting_of_Thom_Yorke_Radiohead.html		  
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Interviewed by Blue!!!   
08:28pm 21/02/2007
 
mood: accomplished
1) Where did the nickname Softy come from? (I've always wondered this!!) 
Asparagus. ... Seriously.

2) What's your favourite type of cheese? (Popular question back from the Mew Destined days)
Ohhh my god... BRIE.

3) What is your favourite hair style/colour, since it seems to change every so often.
Black... straight... bang to the right covering my eye, only going down to my eyebrows/nose, and lengthening towards my ears... don't care what it's like in the back... would prefer layered, longest pieces as far as my shoulder girdle.

4) What inspired you to start drawing?
BUNNIES. CRAYONS. HOT PINK.

5) What was the first anime that you watched?
Astroboy!!! ^____^ Or... I might have seen that thing about the little boy from the moon first....		  
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ugh...   
05:03pm 20/02/2007
 
mood: irritated
Stupid MSN downloading slow and not being allowed to sign in unless it's updated... T_T

Niisan, if you read this before I'm online, go on ICQ. ;_;		  
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Footage of Pokemon Diamond/Pearl aug 13 2006   
08:28am 19/02/2007
 
mood: bouncy

HOLYCRAP

I'MSOEXCITED

  
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I love Marvel...   
10:55pm 18/02/2007
 
mood: cold
Ghost Rider was fuckin' awesome. XD I reccommend it-- WAIT NO. IT SUCKS. GO SEE IT. *makes everyone believe it's crappy so they'll lbe all "WHOA THAT WAS AWESOME WTF?"*



... sorry. ^^;

I wanna see The Hulk again. ;_;		  
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The Eels - Last Stop This Town   
09:00am 16/02/2007
 
Eels kick butt. 8D AGREE WITH ME. WATCH IT. }:c[		  
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GAHAHAHAHA!!!   
06:57am 13/02/2007
 
mood: crazy
Holy crap I LOVE the newest VGCats comic! XD *giggles* (I don't get the second card, but I understand the other three... first one = because of Niisashigeru. X3 )		  
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Ahh...   
08:52pm 11/02/2007
 
mood: happy
I feel back to my ol' junior high days... (grade 7-9) ohh, the pokemon hentai/porn... XD

... sadly, I remember the first hentai/hentai manga I've ever seen/read. It was Spunky Knight. o.O I wish I remember who gave it to me. I was just an innocent child at the time, and looking at it made me feel very funny in my pants.
"Here's some really good anime for you." the guy said. That's the last time I trust a male with my innocence. ... Concidering I kinda lost it after that. XD


ANYWAY.
Woot for Pokémon bestiality between Satoshi and Shigeru the Burakki! :D:D:D

EDIT: (9:11pm MST) Please read the comments, everyone. It's required.		  
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The Ultimate Orgy (Parody of "The Ultimate Showdown")   
02:38pm 23/01/2007
 
mood: shocked
Be careful: http://www.spankwire.com/articles/78060/The_Ultimate_Orgy.html?autoplay=true NOT WORK/CHILDREN SAFE.

Trevor: Maggie loved it.
Me: Of COURSE she loved it! Ron Jeremy was in it!


PS: At one point, there's a Naruto x Sasuke makeout session in the background for you Naruto fans.		  
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BOOK! Yes, I actually HAVE books.   
08:10am 19/01/2007
  Tagged by either Josh or Meadow... neither of them said my name, so... XD
1. Grab the nearest book.
2. Open the book to page 123.
3. Find the fifth sentence.
4. Post the text of the next 3 sentences on your LJ along with these instructions.
5. Don't you dare dig for that "cool" or "intellectual" book in your closet! I know you were thinking about it! Just pick up whatever is closest.
6. Tag five people.

(Oddly enough, the closest book to me is an intellectual one. XD 478 pages, I've had it for almost a year, and only read to page 43 ^^; There's a good reason why I don't read so much, though.)
""It's so seldom I have one." I need hardly point out that when he did get one it tended to be good. Einstein's next idea was one of the greatest that anyone has ever had-indeed, the very greatest, according to Boorse, Motz, and Weaver in their thoughtful history of atomic science." -- [A Short History of Nearly Everything, Bill Bryson, 2004]


I tag anyone who has a book nearby. :P		  
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Sexual Harassment   
08:51pm 16/01/2007
 
NOT WORK SAFE. .. Or rather, should be shown in work. ;)		  
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HI!   
06:47am 10/01/2007
 
mood: content

If you have free time wanting to spend it on mindless retard, go here (http://youtube.com/profile_videos?user=homosmexual) and WATCH ALL MY SISTER'S VIDEOS SHE UPLOADED LAST NIGHT ON YOUTUBE, KAY? :D It will make her happy. And me. Mmhm. ...


I think my dog just shat in the house. o_o;

  
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Foetus - Time marches on   
05:26pm 07/01/2007
 
Imagine someone really dancing like this. XD

Catchy song... I wish I could find it.		  
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